‘Wish that I could stay forever this young’: Ominous lyrics from Avicii’s most iconic hit and the darkness that haunted one of dance music’s brightest stars as troubled DJ dies two years after quitting touring following booze battle

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  • Swedish DJ Avicii was found dead aged 28 in Muscat, Oman on Friday 
  • He was part of the wave of DJ-producers, who became stars in their own right
  • He found mainstream fame with his EDM hit Levels in 2011, launching his career
  • But Avicii battled health problems, in part due to excessive drinking 

These are the haunting lyrics from Swedish DJ Avicii’s smash hit Wake Me Up – five years before he was found dead on Friday.

One of his most popular songs, the 2013 track contained the ominous lyrics ‘wish that I could stay forever this young’ and ‘I tried carrying the weight of the world’.

And after years of battling health issues, the world-famous musician died aged 28 in Muscat, Oman, where he had been vacationing at a luxury beach resort with a group of friends.

Born Tim Bergling, Avicii was part of the wave of DJ-producers, like David Guetta, and Calvin Harris, who broke out on the scene as lead performers in their own right, earning international hits, fame, awards and treated like typical pop stars
Born Tim Bergling, Avicii was part of the wave of DJ-producers, like David Guetta, and Calvin Harris, who broke out on the scene as lead performers in their own right, earning international hits, fame, awards and treated like typical pop star.

fame, awards and treated like typical pop stars

One of his most popular songs, the 2013 track contained the ominous lyrics 'wish that I could stay forever this young' and 'I tried carrying the weight of the world'

Born Tim Bergling, in Stockholm on September 8, 1989, Avicii was part of the wave of DJ-producers, like David Guetta, and Calvin Harris.

The DJs broke out on the scene as lead performers in their own right, earning international hits, fame, awards and treated like pop stars.

Avicii’s start in music began as a teenager, where he picked up DJing and released his first single in 2007.

Seek Bromance was a breakout track for the beginning DJ in 2010 and he was quickly signed to a publishing deal with EMI.

The next year, Bergling found mainstream fame in 2011 with his EDM hit Levels, which launched him on nonstop tours around the world.

Bergling’s DJ name Avicii was chosen because his given name was already taken on Myspace.

In a VEVO video from 2013, the musician explained ‘the name Avicii means the lowest level of Buddhist hell.’

In the following years, Avicii churned out hits such as Wake Me Up, which includes the haunting lyrics: ‘Wish that I could stay forever this young.’

He spent his twenties working with music legends such as Madonna, and also collaborated with Rita Ora and Coldplay.

He won two MTV Music Awards, one Billboard Music Award and earned two Grammy nominations.

Shocked fellow musicians and devastated fans took to social media to mourn his premature death and acknowledge his contributions to the music industry

Avicii’s death comes just days after he was nominated for a Billboard Music Award for top dance/electronic album for his EP Avicii (01), which he released last August.

But behind the scenes of his party lifestyle, Avicii was battling health problems.

Documentary footage, filmed between 2013 and 2016, offers a glimpse into the severe issues he was up against.

Avicii battled with acute pancreatitis – which is a potentially life-threatening inflammation of the pancreas – due in part to excessive drinking.

As a result he had his gallbladder and appendix removed in 2014, cancelling a series of shows in attempt to recover.

The rock’n’roll lifestyle permanently halted in 2016 when Avicii announced he would quit touring in order to focus on his health and recovery.

The documentary video shows the 28-year-old appearing disoriented and light-headed as he tried to grasp what day it is.

He looked exhausted, and his eyes went into a haze and rolled back into his head several times.

Although the DJ had been hospitalised in the past for excessive drinking, he claimed to have never taken the drug MDMA or Molly, which is known for being popular with fans of his music.

In an interview with GQ in 2013, he said: ‘I mean, I want to take it. But I’m sort of afraid of anything that makes you feel out of control.’

In the piece, he also touched on his battle with anxiety and drinking.

He said: ‘You are traveling around, you live in a suitcase, you get to this place, there’s free alcohol everywhere—it’s sort of weird if you don’t drink.

‘I just got into a habit, because you rely on that encouragement and self-confidence you get from alcohol, and then you get dependent on it.’

Avicii built a strong musical and personal friendship with American record producer Nile Rodgers, who called Avicii his ‘little brother’.

Speaking of Avicii’s death, Rodgers said: ‘I’m shocked because I don’t know medically what happened, but I can just say as a person, as a friend, and more importantly, as a musician, Tim was one of the greatest, natural melody writers I’ve ever worked with, and I’ve worked with some of the most brilliant musicians on this planet.

But behind the scenes of his party lifestyle, Avicii was battling health problems
But behind the scenes of his party lifestyle, Avicii was battling health problems
The rock'n'roll lifestyle permanently halted in 2016 when Avicii announced he would quit touring in order to focus on his health and recovery

The rock’n’roll lifestyle permanently halted in 2016 when Avicii announced he would quit touring in order to focus on his health and recovery

Rodgers said his last performance with Avicii – about three years ago – upset him because of Avicii’s drinking.

‘It was a little bit sad to me because he had promised me he would stop drinking, and when I saw him he was drunk that night. And I was like, ”Whoa. Dude. C’mon. What are you doing? What’s going on? You said that that was done,” Rodgers recalled.

‘We did a show and I was a little upset. I didn’t even stick around for his performance because it was breaking my heart. But we still had a great time. It was wonderful – we were that close.’

Speaking at the time of his decision to stop touring, Avicii said in a statement: ‘

‘It’s been a very crazy journey. I started producing when I was 16. I started touring when I was 18. From that point on, I just jumped into 100 percent,’ Avicii told Billboard magazine in 2016.

‘When I look back on my life, I think: whoa, did I do that? It was the best time of my life in a sense. It came with a price – a lot of stress a lot of anxiety for me – but it was the best journey of my life.’

AVICII’S FIVE BIGGEST EDM HITS

I Could Be The One

He scored his first UK number one in February 2013 alongside Dutch DJ Nicky Romero with I Could Be The One. The track, which features uncredited vocals from Swedish singer Noonie Bao, also topped the charts in Hungary and entered the top ten in Australia, Belgium, Denmark, Finland, Norway and Ireland.

Collide

Avicii had to fight his way into the mainstream. In 2011 X Factor winner Leona Lewis and her record label, Syco, had to settle a legal dispute with the DJ after he claimed they used an instrumental that was a direct copy of his own song, Fade Into Darkness. Collide was eventually released as a collaboration between Lewis and Avicii which skyrocketed his career and scored a number four in the charts.

Wake Me Up

Taken from his hugely successful debut album, True, Wake Me Up saw Avicii pick up his second number one in the UK charts. The track – featuring Aloe Blacc’s vocals – was the lead single for the album and became a 2013 summer anthem.

Lay Me Down

Also taken from True, Lay Me Down saw Avicii team up with Nile Rodgers and Adam Lambert. Rodgers lends his songwriting and guitar backing skills while Lambert – who performed the single during his own solo tour – is on vocals.

Hey Brother

Again off True, Hey Brother was an instant commercial success. American bluegrass singer Dan Tyminski lends his vocals for the track which came from Avicii offering his brother advice. An official music video released in 2013 saw two brothers growing up in wartime America, with the older brother dying in the Vietnam war.

What is acute pancreatitis and how is it different from pancreatitis?

Pancreatitis, inflammation of the pancreas, can come on quickly, when it is described as ‘acute’, with symptoms ranging from mild to severe.

It also can be a long-standing problem, when it’s known as ‘chronic’, where the pancreas slowly becomes more damaged over time.

The most common symptom for both is pain in the abdomen that radiates to the back, along with nausea and vomiting.

 The theory is alcohol can cause the pancreatic duct to spasm, blocking the release of digestive juices.

That inflames the pancreatic tissue. Other less common factors are faulty genes and viral infections such as measles or mumps.

The dead tissue is vulnerable to infection and can lead to organ failure, so it needs to be removed.

Around 25,000 cases of pancreatitis every year in Britain are acute. In 80 per cent of these, patients recover within a week.

However, 5 per cent of patients will be extremely unwell, with serious and even fatal complications.

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